I can never be fully happy in a moment.. something always seems to ruin it.. because of all that I stop myself from being happy till after the event ends..

I get emotional and cry easily… but this world makes me feel that I’m weak just because I cry. It hard to hide behind a tough exterior for a long time.

Sometimes I just wish to die instead of living … Read More

Have only just figured that the pixel rendering exercise can be likened to the “mustard seed” of [Luke 13:19](https://biblehub.com/luke/13-19.htm), Mark 4:31, etc. We’re starting at a very small scale in order to obtain a sharp, vivid, unmistakable and rapid feedback. … Read More

Sounds like behavior would likely follow a pattern, one which exists at a scope wider than the box of momentary individual narrative. Wether we call it a trope, a morphogenetic field, a platonic form or a meme – it can … Read More

I just feel so shitty these days. Roller coaster rides are how I would describe my emotions. I feel like I’m on top of the world at times, but most recently the days where I feel like I’m down in … Read More

# 2022-09-23

What is “new heaven” (Revelation 21) if not a different structuring of the spirits?
“*Every kingdom divided against itself will be laid waste, and a house divided against a house will fall*” He said.. speaking from experience. For … Read More

Have you heard of the Coffee chain, Arabica Coffee (logo: %)? They are the best coffee I have ever had. They have over 120 stores all over the world. They own the first store they opened in Hong Kong in … Read More

# 2022-04-18, 𓂀 ᚠ ᛒ

We can say that a sexual attraction is a form of multiplication (Gen 9:7; Вадим Петровский: “инобытие в другом”). It’s like John Cage and music: we’re used to certain forms of it, but there’s much … Read More

I’m a teacher and I was loved by my students. They loved my teaching. But every since I changed my school, the new students just don’t co-operate. They say they don’t understand my teaching. If that so, then how my … Read More

Not really sure what I did to piss them off this one trio in my school so bad. I don’t talk much in school except in our mutual friendgroups. But ever since school started they have tried their best to … Read More