Six years into the marriage and with one sweet and beautiful baby later, I realized that I made a huge mistake in the choice of partner. I mean what was I even thinking? I knew it somehow after few meetings, I knew it somewhere in my heart that he may not be the right guy. I had seen few signs of everything that is breaking apart my life now. Every tiny sign of the bigger truth that he is now, I wish i knew better then. Now I can only sit and write anonymous posts about what a huge f*ck up my life has become and also dragging down a beautiful child into this mess. But I have dedicated my life to his nurture, I am doing all that it takes for me to raise him well. God is my only support now, and I am learning to trust him, day by day.