Existential insane depression, give me peace GOD!

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The world is ending
Animals walking in circles
Polar shift that will flip the
How will I get medical treatment? When it comes
Fearful uncertainty mixed with excitement and jubilance
beautiful auroric 90’s Japanese girl smiles her eyes only show tender compassion and love, We smile together in a peaceful heavenly meadow eternally isolated from the apocalyptic reality of chaos and uncertainty.
This was all I ever wanted
No, I’m black. this can never happen. I’d never be human enough to have this experience
Why am I black?
Why do I deserve to be black?
Anger, I lift the weight. I put it down. I lift the weight. I put it down. I lift the weight I put it down. Stronger much Stronger. Muscles defined.
Still black but so much stronger.
I punch the bag again. I punch the bag again. I punch bag again
Much more dangerous now
Sorrow and Despair transformed into power and focus
Im scared
Scared of Hell
Peace and Beauty only lead to vanity and complacency
Im blessed by being cursed
Thank you god.
I hope so 🙂

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