I dropped out of college after a year and a half, with dreams of becoming a successful businessman. I was so young, naive and had so much passion. I did not try hard enough to hold onto success at times.
I started some successful ventures and made a penny here and there, but did not want to continues due to small profit margins, and ongoing high investment costs, which I did not have. I started building websites, apps and more. I invested a lot of money and lost a lot of money. I had dreams and was patient.
I was building, trying and waiting. Nothing happened for me. I was immature when I was younger and that cost me opportunities – I watched some go by. Later on due to some outside issues, I became depressed and for years was in a bad place not doing anything, or trying anything.
Now I find it so hard to get a job. I am still trying different businesses and by the grace of god none seem to work. I am at an age where I should be having kids, but nothing seems to go my way in terms of business and I have no money. I am looking for a job in the meantime, and where I live it is very hard to get a job, they all want a college degree and years of experience.
Where do I go now? What do I do now? I don’t want to give up, what other option is there, to sit and stay where I am? It is so difficult! I’m so tired!