I really hate being lied to time and again. How many lies can a person take, how much can one go through. So, next month you’re going to get this and that. Next month comes and nothing. In the winter we will do this and that for you. Winter comes and nothing. Don’t worry it will all happen in the Summer. Summer comes and nothing. Which winter/summer, this year, 5 years, 10 years? When? in this lifetime?
Patience is difficult especially if you have been waiting for years. You really reach your limit and go past it. Then resentment and anger builds, and it is really hard to control. Everything is out of my hands, that is one thing I have learnt. I don’t know why i’m being tortured. Im turning against everyone and everything and I can’t do anything to stop it. Anger makes you so ugly. I miss being happy & nice.