So many people are passing away not only because of ill health but also because of Covid-19’s Omicron. My very very close family member passed away not too long ago, and then a friends family member shortly after that, and then another friends close family member passed away after that. Going to their funerals hurt and I don’t know where to look for some rest. On top of that friends we have known for a long time have been passing away as well and it feels really heavy. Carrying so much suffering and heartbreak exhausts you.