I have depression and anxiety. But hello? It’s 2022 who doesn’t? But anyways to the point. I’m 21F and have literally one friend. She’s my best friend of about like 8 or 9 years and I’ve known her since middle school. It’s easier for me to make situational friends. The type you make at work or school. But I’m not in school and I have to see the people at work and still be considered an equal. I’m not one for pity. I know why I don’t have friends. I don’t text first, I don’t ask to hang out, I’m not engaging. It’s because I doubt anyone actually want to listen to what I have to say. Or that they even like me in the first place. I wake up hella early, go to work, come home and watch tv. I forget to feed myself sometimes, I don’t text my boyfriend back even though I have nothing to do. And it’s not like I don’t want friends, I would love to have people to talk to, that have my back, that care for me as I care for them, people to go out with, have fun and make memories. I just suck at maintaining relationships. I don’t like to text often, I don’t like to talk on the phone. I just suck. That’s it.
Anyone else feel this way? Anyone read this far? To summarize, I suck and I’m whining about not having friends while making no effort to make and maintain those relationships.
I Have No Friends
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