It’s just that I start thinking about how it feels to be so far apart. And how it feels to realize it isn’t just a physical distance between us anymore. And to remember how this summer felt like one long hug from you with our feet in the freezing ausable and my face buried in your shoulder. So if its okay, I’d like to wait just a few more days, for my insides to stop feeling twisted inside, and for my head not to feel so heavy, and for my heart not to beat quicker when I hear you on the phone. Then I’ll try to call.