I am currently studying a course I do not want at all. I am already in my 3rd Year and the subjects just keep getting harder for me. I say to myself that I have to continue doing this so that my parents will be proud of me, a disappointment, and so that they won’t regret having me. But I’m tired. I have no motivation to do anything and I can never tell these feelings I have to them. They never gave me any comforting advice or hug for the years I’m living, and I am sure they won’t do so this time.