I feel like I am alone. I do not have close friends that I can reach out and talk about my grievances. I am unable to talk to my mother because she will worry and being a typical Asian parent, will just say that just tough it up. Even at the work place, I do not have anyone that I can talk and to be close. I do not have the strength to keep up already. I am tired due to my medical conditions now. Why do I have my current medical conditions? I am sad and tired and scared because I am worried that I might not live long enough to be with my mother. Please give me hope.